Taking No Shit Or How I Became a Target-Pt1

So, it was the age of Rudy, the time of stop and frisk. Put everyone in jail, especially those who was windows on stopped cars. The PC was developing community policing which was bringing down crime, but the jails were burgeoning with poor people of color and druggies.

Who knows where the newly appointed ADAs were from or what their connection to criminal justice was or how much life experience they had. No much or any, I suspected. And the bench was packed with EX ADAs from the Bronx, one from Brooklyn who had recently returned from out West where he was a sheriff and a couple of strays, none of whom had ever tried a case or represented a person in custody. There was a politico from Queens whom I was forced to share chambers with and an ex-law assistant, also with no experience in criminal courts.

The newly appointeds knew nothing about the streets. First jobs. Who knows where they live or how many loves they had had. The women knew men through their fathers and none I guess knew anyone from the Woodstock generation. So they, the People (PSNY), were like the kids who had been trained using the Milgram method a program which investigated the conflict between personal conscience and obedience to authority by having participants (often referred to as “teachers”) administer what they believed were increasingly severe, painful electric shocks to another person.

They didn’t understand that alternatives other than jail had to be considered and if they did not exist, developed. And they didn’t understand this look I gave them after listening to their pitter patter following requests for bail and jail.

To be continued.

Sam, the Man

 

Sam works for the company that maintains our garden. He has some kind of cancer which he has under control. You know, chemo, pills, surgery, X-Ray. Missed him and glad he is back. He has earlier pics I took that his wife loves.

He said he wouldn’t go through it again. So,I shared a little of my experience. Never give up, I told him, especially if you have a wife who cares about you. I have one of them.

Memorial Day 2026

Last month, we were in Bastogne which is located in the Belgian Ardennes. Allen troops fought the Battle of the Bulge in this area. 19,000 dead. Maybe 100,000 casualties, including 20,000 missing. Hard to imaging.

Yesterday I went to our local military cemetery. Lots of dead buried there. Didn’t know any of them or their families who wept near the graves. I wept, too.

My father served in New Guinea in WWII, rising to the rank of Major. The war killed him indirectly. He came back broken. People said he wasn’t the same as when he left. Let’s not do this to others. PEACE.

Blood Cancer United

So, we went to Blood Cancer United fund raiser. No one led us around or introduced us to anyone. Didn’t get to make any friends or speak with anyone about a photo project. Spoke with a cancer doc whose speech went over everone’s head. He told me he knew it all. He said he resisted pushing Government to fund the bills and increase spending for research.

We had a nice room which had a partial view of the ocean. Got a free ticket to the gala. Hotel room, food and parking, $1,500 for two days. I should have donated the money and stayed home.

 

DUCK Today – May 13, 2026

So, went to see primary doc, today. He said, “…, good health. See you in November.” Three weeks ago, saw cancer doc. He said, “…, perfect blood for a person with your kind of  cancer. See you in three months.” Not cancer free. Not feeling like I was a young man, but not feeling as bad as I did when I was not feeling good. That was bad.

Duck’s Still Alert

So, I crashed after a walk with my friend Art. I don’t have many friends, least of all ones I want to take a walk with. He left me, cold, after telling me he was off to his doctor to find out about his blood test, one to determine the extent of his dementia. I cried, inside. All I have is CLL. Still have my mind. And he has so much to offer and remember.

So, I went to Bednar’s. Took a self-portrait. Bought some veggies and wine. Thought about I had a friend who wouldn’t be around for long.