Humble Phil #2

Ageless Roth

Have to be fair. Nothing he writes could leave me unaffected, so I thought. I did remember some additional things about the story. But I still didn’t like it.

I read the book on a respite from Infinite Jest, about which more will come later. I have reached page 300 of this monstrous tome, a page of note, because I am reading more quickly and understanding what I am reading without having to reread. In the back of my head, a place readers go with books they hard read, I had traveled off the pages too often into my own experiences, real and imagined, not to mention the travail of understanding what I was reading and seeing the vivid images created by the words. Moseying around at the Fletcher Free Library, I saw two copies of Phil’s book, a book I had not bought due to the less than favorable reviews. Hey, out of sorts actor who lost his skills who has an affair with a lesbian after his wife leaves him late life who cannot figure out if he should die in the fire or put it out, and only 140 pages, what could be bad!

But it turned out to be about a suicide. David Foster Wallace committed suicide. I had not escaped. And, in the book, Phil, I always call him Phil when I read his works, writing him letters in a journal and scribbling notes of what I would ask him were I to interview him or have a glasss of wine with him or go for a walk with him in the woods, refers to many major literary masterpieces where suicide is part of the plot. I hadn’t read any of them or if I have, I didn’t read them closely enough, and, if I did, I didn’t understand what I was reading then, have forgotten, or could use whatever message they bring— now—to my mind in its present form.

Further, I don’t know who Prospero was in Shakespearean form and I never read Checkov’s Seagull. All the referenced works feature depressed people who kill themselves, something not on my list of activities for the forseeable future and not something which I have ever considered, even though others around me may have thought it was or should have been an option. It is bad enough that readers more experienced than I have said that a thorough knowledge of Hamlet would aid in understanding Infinite Jest, I don’t want the interruption, especially when my usual dose is one-hour and thirty minutes, regardless of how many pages I have read.

So, I didn’t like the narrative, as if you couldn’t tell, but what brings  me to this longer than I wanted to blog post, is that when I read a book, especially one where I welcome the challenge, I don’t like not knowing the meaning of artistic works, scientific words, or historical figures whom the writer has inserted in the work, not necessarily to say they are smarter or better read than you, but to make a point, one that I only understand on some superficial level.

I am not ready to Kindle read, looking up all the things I don’t know, even if I can do it with just a computerized trip to Wikipedia or Google. Not being intelligent enough to fully understand makes me feel smaller than I sometimes feel in the face of the literary giants I allow into my private space. This place of discomforture in which I find myself could be the source of some displeasure.

Author: duckshots

Lapsed lawyer. Reader. Photographer. Jewish. Strongly attached to loving, caring, wife-Sharon. Working at remaining relevant. Hoping that my body and mind outlive my dreams. Maybe something I blog will make some sense.

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